Angels Exist

She's an angel. But not just any angel. She's MY angel. My angel who does amazing things. Really blessed to have her, knowing that no matter what, she'll always be there. And when she is, everything's perfect...so perfect you'd think it's just a dream - one of those dreams you always wished was real and you didn't have to wake up from it.

I'm glad I didn't have to wish this was real.

Thank you for existing. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for making me feel the way I do. Thank you for being you, and thank you for everything you say and do.

Love you...

Just A Thought...

I just thought it's funny how my dad looks a little bit like Dilbert...
Will resort to calling him Dilbert from now on.

Shalloween!

Ok, I just had my first halloween in Canada...must've been the poorest kid (candywise)!
But then again...I didn't go trick or treating and whatnot. Pfff...Trick or treating's for kiiiids XD I got candy from the laaand lady!

She: ''Hi. Help yourself..." (motions to large pile of candy on table)
Me: "Uh...OK?" (takes some candy and puts them in pocket)
She: "Let me just go get something from my office."
Me: "Oh, OK, sure." (waits until she's gone and with itching fingers, stuffs more candy in bulging pockets)

Hehehe yeah, I pretty much have candied fingers now. Let's see what I got on my desk...

1 weird eyeball that looks like a Jawbreaker
2 tiny M&M's packets
1 tiny Nestle Aero bar
1 tiny Twix bar
2 Starburst fruit chews
2 tiny Snickers bars
2 tiny Coffee Crisp bars
1 tiny Crispy Crunch bar
1 Twizzlers
1 puny box of Smarties
2 Reese's peanut butter cups
2 tiny packets of Skittles
1 puny packet of Rain-Blo bubblegum balls

Yeah, I know. Pretty sad. SHOULD'VE GOTTEN MORE!! But I guess I can still get phatty fat and grow lots of pimples!

Isn't that great? :D

Plan for next halloween: Hang out with the fat kids or ambush them while they're coming around the corner and then grab their beloved bags of candy ^^ ...talk about TRICK or treating...mwehehehe

I Fear...

Well, I found this...And I thought I'd fill it out because I'm BORED AS HELL!

If you get 10 or less you're fearless.
If you get 11 to 29 you are pretty normal.
If you get 30 or more your paranoid.
People who don't have any are homos who want people to think they are tough stuff.

Everyone fears something...you just have to find the right thing

I Fear...

[ ] the dark
[X] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[X] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[X] closed spaces
[X] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] ants
[ ] driving
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[X] dark water
[ ] the ocean
[X] failure
[ ] success
[X] thunder/lightning
[X] frogs/toads
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex)boy/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex)boy/girlfriends mom
[ ] mice/rats-
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] crossing bridges
[X] death
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[X] tornadoes
[X] hurricanes
[X] diseases
[X] snakes
[X] sharks
[ ] shots
[ ] Friday the 13th
[X] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[X] being blind
[X] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[X] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[X] someone you love or care about getting hurt
[ ] love

20! Pretty normal I guess ^^

What They Don't Know...

Well, as requested (because a giant bunny might attack me while I'm washing my hair with my eyes closed) - here are 6 things people might not know about me...


1. I smuggle food into my room (such as cookies, biscuits, chips, noodles...a few hearty meals XP)

2. I always wanted to play the guitar when I was a little kid, and I had a plastic guitar I thought was the best thing ever...

3. When I was about 10, I was forced to take violin lessons because my parents thought it was cool. I ended up having about 2 violins which I never practiced playing XD

4. I used to get nightmares when I was about 4 or 5...Some nights I woke up crying, and the next day I wouldn't remember what it was about...

5. I listen to Enya Watermark...

6. I cry in movies when I think it's sad (like Lion King, Pete's Dragon, I Am David, Sweet November...)


Great...Now the whole world can know all about me and my embarrassments...


Heheheh...Love you Mich! **

Shooting Stars

Hey do you know what time it is?
It's cold and I don't want to let go
I love the way your heart glows
I'm settled in the warmth of this

The hands are fast, but we're faster
Driven by our fuel alone
Slightly blurred like the patterns on wings
Let's catch the waves for our favorite things

Hey do you know what this does?
It takes me to the point of no return
I'd love to seize you and burn
For you...Honestly

The hands are fast, but we're faster
Driven by our fuel alone
Slightly blurred like the patterns on wings
Let's catch the waves for our favorite things

High up, loving the way this works
Let's stay
Until we fade away

Deftones